A Request for Aid Part Deux...

I wanted to state that asking for assistance as I have done has made me feel horrible. Be that as it may, I will post a picture of my unfinished tattoo so you can see what needs finished. Here is a picture of my fatness and my tattoo in all of its glory...

The rest of the tattoo needs to be filled, and the Words for Good and Evil placed on either side, I think it will look Amazing when completed, but feel free to have differing opinions... Thanks!

Stupid credit cards, Unfinished Business, and a Request for assistance...

So earlier this year I decided to get myself a credit card to help build my credit. And sadly it didn't work out like that. I haven't had it for longer than 5 months and they have been bothering me every day. Thanks to Medical Bills, the extra cost of my medications, and doing my best to provide for my family on a fixed monthly income slowly dwindled my fund to the point of being unable to pay for even the minimum payment. I watched helplessly as my credit score dropped lower every day, and I could do nothing to stop it. Now, I'm stuck with a maxed out credit card that I can't use and is slowly acquiring late fees and interest. Well, what's a Glen to do? Nothing I guess except wait for the next pay I get this month and pay a little more off of it.
I also would like to request the assistance of anyone who is willing and or able to do so. For 9 years I have had a half finished back tattoo. Those of you that know me have most likely seen it. Those of you who have not, I will do my best to get a picture of it in its unfinished state. I am pretty proud of it as I drew it myself, and I guarantee it will be awesome when it is finished. And this is where I ask for your aid. If anyone would be willing or able to help me get this finished, I would be greatly appreciative. Hell, I'd be happy for once and you may even get a smile out of me that wasn't induced by an alcohol binge. I was supposed to have an appointment today to have them start finishing it, sadly I did not have the money to actually get it done. Why did I let it go this long unfinished you ask? Well, there are many reasons. Most revolving around money. Mainly I did not finish it thanks to an artist who couldn't find it in his heart to understand that my son had passed away and that I was unable to make it to an appointment to have it worked on. I would like to have it finished this year as a present to myself, if you will. Those of you who know me are aware that I do a lot for my friends and family, and I rarely ask for anything In return. Therefore, it is with a heavy heart that I ask for this kind of assistance. It may seem frivolous, or stupid to ask for something like this from those that I do not know very well. Be that as it may, I am trying to close a chapter in my life that was fraught with unfinished things due to the deep rooted sadness I carried with me for so many years. If you are interested in helping me with this endeavor, Email me at Gyerger@gmail.com, or alternatively Donate directly to this and other endeavors Via my Tattoo Donation Button in the corner. Thanks!

My Insane Experiment

So many of you may or may not be aware of the fact that I am involved in research for an experiment that may change the face of medicine. For those of you not in the know of the basic idea behind this experiment, I will fill you in.

For starters, I have Multiple Sclerosis. Beyond the lesions on my brain, and generalized constant muscle spasms throughout my body it has been kind to me thus far. However, I started thinking about some past experiments that I did when I was in High School. I did experiments with Vitamin E and a solution that was full of Vitamin E and the basic compounds that are in the mucus that surrounds newts and salamanders. It is well known that certain lizards and other creatures are able to regenerate whole body parts after losing them. My original experimentation was done utilizing this idea, and the compounds involved in that process to help regenerate plants that are afflicted with Plant blights, and insect damage. My experimentation was somewhat successful in the past, but I digress. I recently made the mental leap to utilizing my old findings and discoveries on human's to regenerate damage done to the nervous system. Particularly the Myelin sheath surrounding brain matter and nerves. If a similar process was used to regenerate this sort of damage, the repercussions would be immense. The ability to regenerate damaged nerve's would change the face of medicine. Be that as I may, what have I done since mentioning this earlier? Well, The difference between regenerating plant matter and a human cell is quite a jump. Vitamin E, although absorbed through the GI tract, when done in the levels that I am discussing, can cause GI bleeds and other assorted issues. Also I have figured out a way to make the solution more fat soluble and easier to integrate into the nervous system by utilizing the Pineal Gland. Among other enzymes, this gland is in charge of controlling the excretion of Melatonin. When you think of Melatonin, you most likely think of sleep, and you would be correct in that thought process. Melatonin Is generally thought to cause the state of REM sleep, which regenerates the body in a normal sleep cycle. Not to mention that it is created within the body, and therefore easier to absorb and help with the Process of distributing the needed solution that I am discussing. The Main issue I have right now is how to make the entire solution Fat Soluble. Myelin, just like so many other thinks created in the body, is much akin to a fatty body. Actually it is a fatty body that is used to insulate the nerves much like the external coating on a common electric wire. How then do you make these items that are usually separated and not mixed into a solution form Fat soluble? Which they generally are not? After countless hours of research, I have not been able to find much in the way of a similar attempt, or process. Is my process potentially flawed, perhaps. Am I working hard to figure out what I can do to bypass this and other problems I have encountered? Yes. I will keep you all informed through My blog and other means if needed about my findings.

Is To much advice a Bad thing???

I'm proud to say that I am the big brother to many people, yet lately I've been at a bit of an impasse. By giving out advice to people, most of who don't want to hear what I have to say, probably because they know I'm right, I seem to push some of them away. Often times I come off a bit to harsh, I am aware of that. But I am just trying to help in any way I can. Should I stop being so quick to give advice, or continue being the helpful glen that I hope people love... That my friends is the question that I pose for myself, and all of you that read this during the weekend. I have alot to do this weekend, but It isn't all just plain work. Be that as it may, it is still going to be nonstop after I post this. Wish me luck, and have a great day!

Well lets see...Larping, Bats, and Other assorted fun stuff

So i've been working hard on Strife of Nations since long before day one of its inception. These things take time, I understand that. I just often times get the feeling that my creative input is often times misunderstood. Not sure if there is a way to fix this, its just the way that it is. Strife of Nations aside, let me tell you about my day so far...

I was called today by my mother in-law asking if I would run to her mothers house to remove a bat. I went there, and low and behold. No bat... She had locked herself out of her bedroom, and had removed the doorknob to get back in. I offered to fix the doorknob, but the other half of said doorknob had disappeared. So although I did what I was asked to, I still feel as though I failed... Weird huh...

Now for the assorted fun... What should I do this weekend? I would like to do so many things, but there just isn't enough time to do them all. I have to go help matt with the Aethori Makeup test tomorrow, if even as a second director to make decisions on things, Take Pictures, that sort of thing. I have work to do on research for my "insane" experiment, do some more research for school, trying to figure out which school would best suit my needs for the upcoming fall semesters. Study algebra for june so when I start i'm not looking like a complete idiot when it comes to the process. I want to take my daughter over to the ormando residence to see Cai. And then sunday, head on the 1 1/2 hour trek to my parents who I have not seen in quit a while. I think i should petition the government to change the 24hour time system we use to a 28 hour time system. Just to make the time needed to finish all the things I need to do... and its only going to get better when I really get into a full workload from school... ahh well... the things I won't do to make my friends, family and loved ones proud of me...

To Zine or Not To Zine, that is the Question...

So i'm thinking about reinstating the LARPer.net Ezine, and running it again on the side. I'm not sure if this is a good idea, or if I've got to much on my plate already. With going back to school, working with OVR, Working on Strife Of Nations, Working on research for my experiment, taking care of my wife and daughter, and helping people with Glenterventions, it seems like a bit to much. I know I can do it all, after all the worst part of my MS has been the feeling of isolation compounded by the way my mind works. Who knows, I'm just trying to continue with my day to day routine as I can. Not sure if one or more of my endeavors will be lacking due to my thoughts of reinstating the Ezine. Any Thoughts?