So that cuts it, I'm done letting my crappy past and my disease fuck with me on a daily basis. I'm soon going on the Tysabri, no matter if it kills me or not. I'm Going back to school this summer to get the ball rolling on getting my doctorate. For all of those worried about how I am feeling recently, And i will be honest I haven't been feeling the greatest, I'm done. Out of the ashes of the old glen will rise a new glen, like a Phoenix. For years this disease has slowly eroded my confidence, my sight, my vision, and parts of who I really am, and i'm done with it.
I have to many people to worry about, to many people to take care of, to many things to fix. And after all, I have a world to save. Consider Glenterventions back open for business! If you are feeling generous and would like to help me, donate if you can, if not i'll still keep saving and helping anyone and everyone I can.
Glen
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
I think I need a Glentervention...
My insurance is the shittiest thing ever...My wife pays nearly all of her paycheck for my primary insurance, and it will not cover my new MS medication due to it being a pre-existing condition. My Medicare will cover the cost of the medication, which is ridiculous in of itself cost wise, but I am then responsible for an Administration fee... 546$ for the first hour 333$ for every hour after. The process of my getting this medication is a 2 hour infusion, once per month. How in the hell is this even remotely fair? Haven't I been through enough shit in my life to not have too deal with this too? For Fucks sake....What in the hell did I do to deserve this... I may as well do like I have been saying for years and tattoo DNR on my forehead and hope for the best...
I want to kick the shit out of my MS, I want to go on this new medication. I don't want to put my family through any more financial hardships then they already are going through, and it just isn't fair...Sure, I know, Life isn't fair, Get over it Glen. Suck it up and drive on. Thats what everyone says, walk a mile in my shoes and then talk to me... end of story.
I've lost my only son, nearly lost my daughter, my wife is also fighting a long term fight with Diabetes (she was diagnosed when she was 2), my family is ripping itself apart. I do what I can to help anyone and everyone that I touch in my life hoping that by doing good things, I will somehow be rewarded in the end. And what good does it do me? People try to help, most people don't know what to say. Those that do say something usually know nothing about what they are trying to even convey. Who in the hell did I shit on in a past life to deserve this kind of Karma?
Glen
I want to kick the shit out of my MS, I want to go on this new medication. I don't want to put my family through any more financial hardships then they already are going through, and it just isn't fair...Sure, I know, Life isn't fair, Get over it Glen. Suck it up and drive on. Thats what everyone says, walk a mile in my shoes and then talk to me... end of story.
I've lost my only son, nearly lost my daughter, my wife is also fighting a long term fight with Diabetes (she was diagnosed when she was 2), my family is ripping itself apart. I do what I can to help anyone and everyone that I touch in my life hoping that by doing good things, I will somehow be rewarded in the end. And what good does it do me? People try to help, most people don't know what to say. Those that do say something usually know nothing about what they are trying to even convey. Who in the hell did I shit on in a past life to deserve this kind of Karma?
Glen
Monday, May 10, 2010
Being an intelligent person in a world full of stupid people
It really sucks, and a first glance I am sure this sounds somewhat arrogant of me to say. Truthfully though there isn't a more truthful statement that could be uttered. I am an intelligent person, and I am very very good and seeing through things that most people think to be true. I have noticed that as a group of people grows, the collective intelligence of the members of this group drops. Mob mentality if you will. I cannot stand it, and it really gets my goat when I see peoples intelligence slowly drop as they are surrounded by more and more people. What can we do to curb this problem? Well I honestly couldn't tell you. If you figure something out, by all means let me know.
I would like to apologize to my readers for my lapse in writing over the past month, but I have been doing many things of late. Researching my experiment, Working on Strife of Nations (the LARP am part of the design team for) Performing glenterventions, Helping as many people as I can on a daily basis, cleaning out my attic and putting some of the things from there up for sale on Ebay, Kicking ass, Taking names, and Chewing bubble gum. It's too bad I ran out of bubblegum...Be that as it may, expect my Blog to be back in action once again, as I find more time and more things to talk about.
I would like to apologize to my readers for my lapse in writing over the past month, but I have been doing many things of late. Researching my experiment, Working on Strife of Nations (the LARP am part of the design team for) Performing glenterventions, Helping as many people as I can on a daily basis, cleaning out my attic and putting some of the things from there up for sale on Ebay, Kicking ass, Taking names, and Chewing bubble gum. It's too bad I ran out of bubblegum...Be that as it may, expect my Blog to be back in action once again, as I find more time and more things to talk about.
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