Thanksgiving break

     As Thanksgiving break slowly comes to an end, I am proud to say that I am thankful for everyone that reads what I have to write on weekly basis. A Journalist I am not, but I still like to be a voice of reason when it is required.
     Yesterday morning I received another letter from the MS Foundation, even though I am apparently "Taken off of the mailing list". I was also given notice that I am uneligible for the "Brighten your Life" Grant fund because I have personal insurance through my wifes job. It's the crappiest insurance ever, and it keeps on screwing me over. Imagine that, I do the right thing, and get pushed aside in a world of those willing to buck the system. It saddens me to think that so many people are lead to believe that Lying, Cheating, and Stealing are the only way to move forward. I have SO much work to do, if I am going to fix this, and all of the other problems out there.
Have a Great week everyone, I'll write to you next week.

The United States of Entitlement.... and Partisan Politics

I would like to start off this weeks blog with a bit of a Discussion. I have noticed as time goes by that the entire united states is overcome with an affliction. Every day, I hear about how more and more people are entitled to something. Some people truly are, others not so much. Why are we as a society stuck on what we are entitled to. I can honestly say it saddens me in a way that I can't even begin to portray in words.
     The other day, I was discussing with a fellow student about her Ex. He feels entitled not to work, or get trained in any way to move forward with his life because he was diagnosed with Bipolar ism, If anyone is entitled to anything, It is me. Yet I do not scramble to the nearest wall, because I feel this urge to stagnate in mediocrity. Pay attention to this, and alot of things will become clear to you. Nothing in this life is easy, I get that, why is it so hard for people to understand it in our society as a whole? If you know the answer, by all means, let me know. I'd love to know.

Partisan Politics... After the last blog I posted, I noticed a lot of Bickering in comments on what is going on. Republican this...Democrat that... In my mind, Partisan Politics is the downfall of our country. I am neither a Republican, nor a Democrat. I'm a Glen. If I were to see someone, or something that I truly believe would help our country as a whole, I would Vote for it. Electoral College Gripes aside, I'd be the first in the voting booth.
     The true enemy is not one side or the other, it is truly our willingness to let a Party dictate what is right and wrong. Excuse me if I am mislead here, but I was under the impression that Government was designed to be a voice for the masses as a whole. Not one mindset or another. I guess thats just one more thing I need to fix. After all, it is my job to protect, and to take care of everyone.
     As always, I Feel horrible for being that guy as usual, But this going to school stuff is expensive. I know that in the long run, it is all worth it. But its tough to afford everything My daughter needs, My wife Needs, and then finally what I need. And yes it goes in that order. If you have a few dollars you can spare, please donate a bit to help me continue on this journey I have started. If not, thats ok too. After all, Going back to the beginning of this weeks rant, I am not TRULY entitled to your help. Only if you see fit I suppose.Have a Great Week.

A little bit more to add to my pissed off list...

I know, its a Little hard to read, but I'll explain a little bit. For a Long time, i have been fighting with Medicare and My Personal Insurance through my wifes job. I was on the phone with both of the organizations hundreds of times. Neither wanted to pay that cost of my doctor bills, One would say the other was responsible. Even after I sent them a document explaining that the Blue Cross and Blue Shield was my primary insurance they still fought it. After getting that taken care of, I was sent a Bill about what they would cover, and what they wouldn't. What made me angry, is the top Portion of this letter. After My Neurologist Visit, which cost 100.00$, the Insurance company was given a "Discount" of 74.88$. My Co Pay Amount is 25$ which I am Responsible for no matter what. Guess how much the insurance company is Responsible for? the Remaining .12 Cents.... This is absolutely ridiculous. I wonder how many other people this happens to on a daily basis, and are to scared to stand up and say something. Enough of the Complaining though.
     We had a great time at Mepacon yesterday, and I'll post pictures of me in costume with the other members of our group too, as soon as I get them. As always, a Small Donation to help me deal with costs of going to school on a minuscule budget is always greatly appreciated. If you cannot afford it, thats ok too. I am so grateful for any and all help that I get as this time passes, and you have no idea how much It Pains me to even ask, when I feel it is my job to take care of everyone. And I have a tough time taking care of my little part of this world. It is what It is I guess. Hope you all have a Great week. Talk to you next sunday!

Change of Plans, and Thanks to a Mysterious Benefactor

This Weeks Blog.

I'll start this weeks entry with a bit of news. I think it is easier to post what I wrote for my Medical Orientation project to help you better understand what I am thinking. Here it is.

 Although I started on this journey with the distinct purpose of becoming a Medical Lab Technician, I think that being a Medical Assistant is a better fit for what I wish to accomplish. I feel that to better suit my gifts and willingness to help others, being a Medical Assistant in a Neurologists office would be a great way for me to facilitate this. Seeing how I have Multiple Sclerosis, and have learned ways to cope with the challenges it poses through experience, I would be a great addition to any office that deals with this disease.

Statistics indicate that there are currently 350,000 to 500,000 people in the United States who have been diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. Because this disease is not governed by the C.D.C, and often times the symptoms can go unrecognized, or mis-diagnosed, this number is only an estimate.(1) With the number of people with M.S. at such a high number, and with Two Hundred diagnosed each week, I am compelled to help those with this affliction.

If I were to be chosen to help in a Neurologists office, I would take the experience I have with disease modifying therapies, general health practices, and dealing with the uncontrollable problems that may arise due to the symptoms of this disease. It is my belief that learning about M.S., especially by someone newly diagnosed, can eliminate the worst symptom of this disease. The fear of the Unknown.

A Neurologists office is not only about helping people with M.S., and I understand that. However knowing the trials and tribulations that go along with a disease that fundamentally alters the makeup of the mind, and the nervous system. I have experience with many of the patients that may enter the office. I often times discuss problems with fellow patients as a peer rather than someone in a position of power. Often times this lightens their moods, and raises their spirits even though we are in the waiting room for completely different reasons. Once again, its is through my experience with many other people, with many different issues that I feel that I would be able to do the most good in a place that I can draw from personal experience to help those around me.

In summation, I believe that everything happens for a reason. Although my original goal was to go back to school in order to attain a degree as a Medical Laboratory Technician,and move on in my education by getting my Doctorate in Micro Biology. In order to help all of those that need help, and their are so many, I will have to change my goals for the betterment of others as I often do. (2)

The numbers you see are works that I sited, and honestly I sited some of my book in this endeavor. 

Now, On a semi Bright note. I recently found out that I have a mysterious, and Nameless Benefactor. I went to refill my Beta-Seron Prescription the other day, wholeheartedly expecting to have to angrily explain that I could not afford the Co Pay at this time. I was told that someone had placed all of my co pays on a different account to be paid by an E-Check. When I asked for the name, I was told it was not their place to say. Whoever you are, if you read this. Thank you SO much for this help. I takes a small burden off of my family that I cannot even begin to explain. Slowly with each bit of help that everyone gives me, I find myself digging out of this hole that I've been in. If you can find it in your heart to donate a bit more, that would be GREATLY appreciated, and believe me It will be re-payed when I finish this long journey I have begun. Have a Great Week this week, and I will write to you all next weekend.