An open letter to my past.

A decade came and went, turning quickly into 15 years. Friends came and went, family members changed.  The majority of people who met me over the years couldn't handle me and I'm not sure they ever will be able to. I've been around the world.  I've gone many places where people didn't want to go. I've gone places where people wanted to go but never could. I've played many parts in the play which we call life.  Husband,  father,  nurse,  caretaker,  patient, psychologist,  doctor,  salesman,  soldier,  leader,  follower. These,  plus other, unnamed chapters in my life story.  To these,  I bid farewell. They were in a past which I wasn't supposed to be in. In a place that wasn't for me. Adieu,  Adieu,  parting is such sweet sorrow, but you can never control me again.  To the bright new future I pave a new Road. 

For a while

I have been silent,  because I was having trouble with my words.  Shrouded in a fog,  the words I tried to share were always hard to explain. Maybe it is my words falling into the hole in my cognitive  side of my brain.  Maybe I am overthinking.  I don't know