Where do I begin?

     It was Christmas time, their is no denying that. Seeing some people that you miss dearly as the year passes, and some that you wish you didn't have to see at all. Some people you didn't get to see, even though you wished with all of your heart that you could. Then at the end of the say, it is all a passing memory. The Good, The Bad, and the things that don't really fall into either category. I couldn't give much this year, even though I wanted to give everything I could.
      One thing that I can give to everyone now is a Piece of advice. Don't stop, keep moving, and never look back at the things that can't be changed. For years, I did just that, and all it did was hold me back. I stopped, I didn't move, and I couldn't get passed the things that needed to be left go. I don't think I can ever forgive myself for all of the time that I have wasted, wallowing silently in self pity. Don't let yourself do that, learn from my mistakes.

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas, a Happy Kwanzaa, that you are enjoying Hanukkah, Festivus, or whatever your beliefs are. I don't judge, just as long as you enjoyed it.
     I apologize for the lapse in time after my last blog, I will make time when I find it during my break to continue chronicling my travels in the future.

Deep thinking, as usual

As the year slowly begins to creep toward something new, I have been doing alot of inner contemplations. I have helped as many people as I can, and yet I am not even remotely close to helping the amount that I wish I could. Everyday, I see more and more things happen to people, that even though I believe everything happens for a reason, I cannot find a reason for them. I fight a daily battle with inner conflict, and yet the others that I see in turmoil pain me more than I can even begin to explain. My Cervical Spine is on fire daily, My legs like jelly at times, and My vision is slowly failing. But Still I am compelled to help people that most likely do not want my help. Even if they don't I still offer it with open arms, and heart. Why am I such a Martyr? If you know the answer to that question, by all means, let me know. 
     Apologies to those that were looking for a submission from me this past weekend, but I have been dueling with inner demons that most people cannot begin to comprehend, and I did not really feel inspired to write much until today. I hope you all have a great week this week, and enjoy the holidays, ALL of them. Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Yule,Dies Natalis Invicti Solis, Whatever suits your fancy. 




Glen