Watch the show, it could be interesting

Why do I care so much? I have a big heart,  and it sometimes betrays my head.  It is quite simple I suppose,  my heart betrays my mind,  daily.  It fools my brain into thinking that the best is yet to come. I focus on the life I have created for myself, and fools my brain into thinking that I am good enough.  Good enough to be happy at any point,  and the opposite is true.  I will never be happy,  and that is sad.  Sad that I am not good enough to be able to see the happiness that is offered to me,  and yet I still feel that I am going to find it.
I guess I should not be able to be happy,  because I am not good  enough for it.  I am not smart enough to make life better for anyone,  not even me. I guess I reap what I sow.

Good job  glen,  good job.

How cold

I'm ,sadly, cold anymore. As the weather has changed, so has my belief that warmer things have to come. I often think that I am truly cold blooded, as sad as that is. The saying, "as temperatures rise. So do tempers" comes to mind. Only reverse, in traditional fashion. I'm not white washing anything about my life, and it truly sucks. I guess back to being alone, and solo. Such is the life if Glen.

A lonely moon

As the moon, I sit in a forever orbit. Passing daily, never truly able to be included in that which I affect. This lonely moon, always a smile on my face, is full of sadness. A deep, yet understandable, sadness. that sadness is all encompassing. Loneliness, and sadness, that appreciates nothing in the way of help, nor assistance in any regard.

So, I watch and continue. This sad orbit that no one notices, but everyone expects.