I have been doing so much research lately, not only on my own plight but also for school. Sure, I bring this mostly on myself, but I guess I thrive on the stress. After being in a retirement status so long, with so much
un-accomplished, the little bit of stress that is thrown my way is nothing. Some of you have asked me to keep you up to date on my research, and here is a little bit.
As I stated before, I believe that MS is a large domino effect. In my personal case, I have always been predisposed to a semi immunity to bacterial infection due to my immune system. I also recently mentioned that Virus's have a scientific affinity for altering DNA. Well for starters, lets look at some of the other things that Viral infections can cause. Post Viral Fatigue Syndrome If you read through this, like I have (several times) you will notice something. After a Viral infection, especially a long standing viral infection, you feel fatigued. Sometimes for months, other times for years. Through experience, I have notice that MS has a surprising similarity to this. Ms Symptoms. The Long standing Fatigue from my MS is something that I have learned to cope with, and not everyone is as tough. But What peaked my fancy even more, was what virus's can also do to DNA. MHC Now comes the fun part. To find the exact culprit that knocks over the first domino. I have been thinking and digging, and reminiscing at times, to figure out exactly what it was in my case. Either way, Rest Assured that I am going to dig and dig and dig until I find it. It's right there, and I can almost see it, I just need to slap may head a few time to get it to click. We'll see I guess.
I am off to finish some house work, and get back to some school work, and then more research. I hope you all have a great week.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Back to the Grind
As of Monday, I will be back into the grind. All of this spare time I had almost made me go stir crazy. I signed up to tutor every class that I have taken, Who knows, maybe someone will ask for a tutor and get me.
During my break, I posted a list of Virtues written by Benjamin Franklin as a youth. Many of you asked me for the entire list, as you missed a few here and there as I posted them. Here is a link to one site that has them all on it. List of Virtues Read them, and tell me what you think. I know I strive to live by them each and everyday. At times, I falter, but I guess thats what makes me human. Well, I am going to get back to finishing my projects assigned to me this term. Sure I have until the end of march to finish them, but If I finish them now, I can help more people with the extra time that I do have. I'll be around, studying, doing projects, homework... you name it. Just do your best to be as happy as you can be, and if I can do anything to help any of you out there. Let me know.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Ramblings of an understimulated mind...
This week, I'll start with a bit of a Tangent.
I would like to think that I'm smart. Some of you may agree, others may not. If I am so smart, why didn't I hone my mind in more of a fashion to take on all of the trials and tribulations that came my way over the years. Sure, I am making myself into something now. And truthfully, I cannot wait until I am put back into the thick of it to help all of those that need so much help. But I don't think I can ever really forgive myself for wasting as much time as I have. Weeks, turned into months. Months into years, and those years almost turned into a decade before I finally snapped back into a small semblance of who I truly am. I do my best to inspire everyone, Why do I feel like I am not doing enough?
I have been doing as much research as I can lately, because I want to figure out a way to repair the damage that has been done to my brain and nervous system. The Domino effect that I spoke of, Is mentioned in this thread on one of the websites that I frequent. Research. It also mentions the other idea that I mentioned, and that is Environmental Demographics. It is true that MS is hardly ever seen the closer you get to the Equator. What is it that sets off this chain reaction. Rest assured, I'm digging deep to find as much as I can. I will find the culprit. And I will fix it. Its my job to fix it.
On a side note, I fixxed comments on the blog itself, so If you would like to comment, you should be able to now. Have a GREAT week!
I would like to think that I'm smart. Some of you may agree, others may not. If I am so smart, why didn't I hone my mind in more of a fashion to take on all of the trials and tribulations that came my way over the years. Sure, I am making myself into something now. And truthfully, I cannot wait until I am put back into the thick of it to help all of those that need so much help. But I don't think I can ever really forgive myself for wasting as much time as I have. Weeks, turned into months. Months into years, and those years almost turned into a decade before I finally snapped back into a small semblance of who I truly am. I do my best to inspire everyone, Why do I feel like I am not doing enough?
I have been doing as much research as I can lately, because I want to figure out a way to repair the damage that has been done to my brain and nervous system. The Domino effect that I spoke of, Is mentioned in this thread on one of the websites that I frequent. Research. It also mentions the other idea that I mentioned, and that is Environmental Demographics. It is true that MS is hardly ever seen the closer you get to the Equator. What is it that sets off this chain reaction. Rest assured, I'm digging deep to find as much as I can. I will find the culprit. And I will fix it. Its my job to fix it.
On a side note, I fixxed comments on the blog itself, so If you would like to comment, you should be able to now. Have a GREAT week!
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Wintery ponderings
Driving around today, and watching the snowy landscape drift away. my mind wandered. I began thinking about alot of things from my past. Alot of things in my future, well at least I hope. Both seemed to meld into one specific idea. I haven't even begun to fix all of the things that I see in the world as it passes me. Hell I haven't even really started fixing myself. What is it that makes me so compelled to help everyone else before I even worry about me. I truly wish I had an answer to that question.
I have been doing alot of work lately on ideas that have come to me, mainly from the sum of all of my life experiences. Some of you may remember my past ideas on Enzymes and Vitamin E to heal issues with the spinal cord, and possibly repair damage caused by my MS. I've been working on that. In its entirety, the theories I propose would fill several LONG chapters of a very dry scientific manual. What I need right now, is a pharmaceutical, or scientific backer. Considering this would not treat an illness, and potentially cure it, It would never be picked up by the pharmaceutical community. It doesn't TREAT an illness. Potentially it would help repair damage from Multiple illnesses, ailments, or diseases. There is no money in that.
I'll give you some of the history that lead me to my recent thoughts. As a child, I was rarely ever sick. Sure I would come down with the occasional cough, or sniffle. Thinking back to those years, I realize now that I most likely had a genetic propensity to fighting off Bacterium. Virus's on the other hand seemed to elude my immune system. There have been numerous studies that show that Viral infections have the potential of altering the host DNA. It is my belief, that one of these viral infections altered my genetic makeup in such a way that it sent the already strong Lymphocytes into overdrive, thus beginning a domino effect. The Majority of medications out there for MS attempt to slow down the lymphatic system. A new Prescription oral medication just approved by the FDA completely shuts it down. I guess if the lymphatic system is viewed as the culprit, lets just shut it off, Right... Considering people with MS are labeled "Immuno compromised" already, whats the big deal if we shut off one of the major parts of the immune system as a whole...Once again, Treating the illness makes money, especially since the shot I take every other day costs $2300.00 a month. I'll go into more about my theories and ideas on ways to fix this problem later this week. But for now, I'll say this. It involves Integrating Neurelemma into the brain and spinal cord in order to allow it to heal like other nerves that have it. It involves my initial ideas, the enzyme I mentioned before, and Copious amounts of Vitamin E to help the integration process. I'll leave it at that, before I start rambling. I'll post a link for some of the Research I have been doing into the process of separating blood to compare the size and shape of Lymphocytes and Leukocytes to prove my theories. Research
I have been doing alot of work lately on ideas that have come to me, mainly from the sum of all of my life experiences. Some of you may remember my past ideas on Enzymes and Vitamin E to heal issues with the spinal cord, and possibly repair damage caused by my MS. I've been working on that. In its entirety, the theories I propose would fill several LONG chapters of a very dry scientific manual. What I need right now, is a pharmaceutical, or scientific backer. Considering this would not treat an illness, and potentially cure it, It would never be picked up by the pharmaceutical community. It doesn't TREAT an illness. Potentially it would help repair damage from Multiple illnesses, ailments, or diseases. There is no money in that.
I'll give you some of the history that lead me to my recent thoughts. As a child, I was rarely ever sick. Sure I would come down with the occasional cough, or sniffle. Thinking back to those years, I realize now that I most likely had a genetic propensity to fighting off Bacterium. Virus's on the other hand seemed to elude my immune system. There have been numerous studies that show that Viral infections have the potential of altering the host DNA. It is my belief, that one of these viral infections altered my genetic makeup in such a way that it sent the already strong Lymphocytes into overdrive, thus beginning a domino effect. The Majority of medications out there for MS attempt to slow down the lymphatic system. A new Prescription oral medication just approved by the FDA completely shuts it down. I guess if the lymphatic system is viewed as the culprit, lets just shut it off, Right... Considering people with MS are labeled "Immuno compromised" already, whats the big deal if we shut off one of the major parts of the immune system as a whole...Once again, Treating the illness makes money, especially since the shot I take every other day costs $2300.00 a month. I'll go into more about my theories and ideas on ways to fix this problem later this week. But for now, I'll say this. It involves Integrating Neurelemma into the brain and spinal cord in order to allow it to heal like other nerves that have it. It involves my initial ideas, the enzyme I mentioned before, and Copious amounts of Vitamin E to help the integration process. I'll leave it at that, before I start rambling. I'll post a link for some of the Research I have been doing into the process of separating blood to compare the size and shape of Lymphocytes and Leukocytes to prove my theories. Research
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Oh a society full of idiots
So many people are stupid. There is no denying that, for sure. During the past few weeks, there has been tons and tons of coverage of "mysterious bird deaths", one newspaper actually coined the term "Aflockalypse"...
These sorts of things have been happening for Millennia , yet without the luxury of mass media they passed by virtually unnoticed.
Mass Hysteria goes along with Mass Media, why is that such a hard concept for people to understand. Fear has been a tool used by governments and positions of power since humans became "Civilized". When the people you are leading start doing something that you do not like, you put the fear of something into them all to get them back into line. With all of the political strife that has been going around for the last few years, and people starting to wake up a little bit, the powers that be are starting to feel the need to get everyone back in line. No conspiracy, no magical thinking, just straight up common sense in my book.
It is true, the poles are "due" for a shift, it is true that global temperatures have been slowly increasing. Could it just be that this is something that has happened in a cycle for as long as the earth has been around. We as a race have become so audacious that we think the earth revolves around us, instead of around the sun. Who do I need to speak too in order to get this point across to everyone.... I don't know, but if you do let me know.
These sorts of things have been happening for Millennia , yet without the luxury of mass media they passed by virtually unnoticed.
Mass Hysteria goes along with Mass Media, why is that such a hard concept for people to understand. Fear has been a tool used by governments and positions of power since humans became "Civilized". When the people you are leading start doing something that you do not like, you put the fear of something into them all to get them back into line. With all of the political strife that has been going around for the last few years, and people starting to wake up a little bit, the powers that be are starting to feel the need to get everyone back in line. No conspiracy, no magical thinking, just straight up common sense in my book.
It is true, the poles are "due" for a shift, it is true that global temperatures have been slowly increasing. Could it just be that this is something that has happened in a cycle for as long as the earth has been around. We as a race have become so audacious that we think the earth revolves around us, instead of around the sun. Who do I need to speak too in order to get this point across to everyone.... I don't know, but if you do let me know.
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