As the year slowly begins to creep toward something new, I have been doing alot of inner contemplations. I have helped as many people as I can, and yet I am not even remotely close to helping the amount that I wish I could. Everyday, I see more and more things happen to people, that even though I believe everything happens for a reason, I cannot find a reason for them. I fight a daily battle with inner conflict, and yet the others that I see in turmoil pain me more than I can even begin to explain. My Cervical Spine is on fire daily, My legs like jelly at times, and My vision is slowly failing. But Still I am compelled to help people that most likely do not want my help. Even if they don't I still offer it with open arms, and heart. Why am I such a Martyr? If you know the answer to that question, by all means, let me know.
Apologies to those that were looking for a submission from me this past weekend, but I have been dueling with inner demons that most people cannot begin to comprehend, and I did not really feel inspired to write much until today. I hope you all have a great week this week, and enjoy the holidays, ALL of them. Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Yule,Dies Natalis Invicti Solis, Whatever suits your fancy.
Glen
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