Wintery ponderings

Driving around today, and watching the snowy landscape drift away. my mind wandered. I began thinking about alot of things from my past. Alot of things in my future, well at least I hope. Both seemed to meld into one specific idea. I haven't even begun to fix all of the things that I see in the world as it passes me. Hell I haven't even really started fixing myself. What is it that makes me so compelled to help everyone else before I even worry about me. I truly wish I had an answer to that question.
     I have been doing alot of work lately on ideas that have come to me, mainly from the sum of all of my life experiences. Some of you may remember my past ideas on Enzymes and Vitamin E to heal issues with the spinal cord, and possibly repair damage caused by my MS. I've been working on that. In its entirety, the theories I propose would fill several LONG chapters of a very dry scientific manual. What I need right now, is a pharmaceutical, or scientific backer. Considering this would not treat an illness, and potentially cure it, It would never be picked up by the pharmaceutical community. It doesn't TREAT an illness. Potentially it would help repair damage from Multiple illnesses, ailments, or diseases. There is no money in that.
     I'll give you some of the history that lead me to my recent thoughts. As a child, I was rarely ever sick. Sure I would come down with the occasional cough, or sniffle. Thinking back to those years, I realize now that I most likely had a genetic propensity to fighting off Bacterium. Virus's on the other hand seemed to elude my immune system. There have been numerous studies that show that Viral infections have the potential of altering the host DNA. It is my belief, that one of these viral infections altered my genetic makeup in such a way that it sent the already strong Lymphocytes into overdrive, thus beginning a domino effect. The Majority of medications out there for MS attempt to slow down the lymphatic system. A new Prescription oral medication just approved by the FDA completely shuts it down. I guess if the lymphatic system is viewed as the culprit, lets just shut it off, Right... Considering people with MS are labeled "Immuno compromised" already, whats the big deal if we shut off one of the major parts of the immune system as a whole...Once again, Treating the illness makes money, especially since the shot I take every other day costs $2300.00 a month. I'll go into more about my theories and ideas on ways to fix this problem later this week. But for now, I'll say this. It involves Integrating Neurelemma into the brain and spinal cord in order to allow it to heal like other nerves that have it. It involves my initial ideas, the enzyme I mentioned before, and Copious amounts of Vitamin E to help the integration process. I'll leave it at that, before I start rambling. I'll post a link for some of the Research I have been doing into the process of separating blood to compare the size and shape of Lymphocytes and Leukocytes to prove my theories. Research