Sunday, December 28, 2014

I often wonder

Would I truly be missed by anyone else in this world,  even when people say they would. I have been going through a variety of bad times, and here I stand.  Still trying my hardest to be something,  and not sure if I ever will. It is hard being alone,  even when surrounded by rooms full of people.  Hey,  I have to do what I have to do I guess.  Tomorrow morning always comes sooner than I expect,  and I never accomplish half of what I need to .

And in a way,  I guess my hell is internal,  and only I can change it. But here it is , the elephant in the room.

I'm never going to get better,  and dammit,  I'm sad because of it.

Oh so very sad,  and I can't do anything to change it.

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