Was I born to early or late?

I'm so very different from everyone else.  I try and try to make my life better.  And for what?  Just so I can feel something other than the pain of everyone and everything around me. I am not able to do the things that I want to.  Believe me I often wonder if I am from a different time,  or a different universe.  I look around at the majority of people who I know,  and I am not really sure if they are stupid or just a bunch of
australopithecus. I guess I am so different that there is not much that I can do to change it.