Holding things at a distance, although beneficial, can become easily addictive. For the past two years, I have done much self-exploration. This has been beneficial, and yet it has essentially alienated me from others. Was it a defense mechanism used to help me heal? To help me define things that seem undesirable? I would love to say yes. But honestly, I have so much knowledge and happiness to share. Yet, for some, I seem to be undesirable. I seem to be untouchable, and I don't know why. Is it that I seem standoffish? I wish I knew, so, therefore, I'm going to try to figure it out.
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