This heavy burden I bear...

Life is funny, but not in the haha sort of way. I am always selfless, I help anyone and everyone that looks like they need help. Every one of my friends can attest to the fact that to me they are all family. I have tried asking people for help, some of you have responded, and I am forever grateful for even the small help that has been given. Most of the other places that I have attempted to ask shoo me away, or let me silently fall through cracks that were most likely designed. I have tried invoking God, The Universe as a Whole, Buddha, Allah,  insert as many other deities, or belief systems as you like, and I have asked them to help. Always unanswered. Although I understand that the universe works in mysterious ways,  how am I supposed to help all of those around me when I constantly speak to deaf ears? It is tough being the big brother of everyone in the world, call it an atlas complex if you wish, but it is who I am. Always have been, Always will be. I hope you all had a great weekend. Let me know if there is anything that I can do to help, mind you I have little to nothing to give. But I will give it freely if you ask. Have a good week.