I'm sad. I'm lonely, and downright depressed. I try to look tough, and I often succeed. I've been putting on that show for so long ,l've become a master of disguise. Like it or not, things added up, and I'm nearly at my point of no return. Do I continue down this road, the one that is less traveled? Or do I veer off, change my life for the self fulfillment of my own agenda, and tell everyone to go pound sand. Damn hard decisions, and how I seem to be confronted by them constantly anymore. Perhaps I can sleep on it, and decide. Perhaps I will just wake up with more questions. The latter is what I am used to. But I can't change it, at all.
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