I have come to a point in my journey. Acceptance, but not happiness. I continue on the path set before me, dodging pitfalls, and booby traps. I have yet to kick this deeply entrenched sadness, not sure I ever will. But avy loves me, and I hope some day she will realize just what I did for the sake of that love. I was placed under pressure, and again i feel the anger rear its head. Why do I hate myself so much? That, dear readers, is a question I cannot answer. Just like so.many other questions that plague me daily....
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