Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Alas

Why do I get so manic over things that happen,  regardless of whether I could have done anything about it or not.  My cat disappears after moving into my new apartment,  and I have a million thoughts about it.  Why is it so hard for me to just relax and unwind.  I am wound so tight,  I can barely breath at times.  Why is it that no one feels like they are deserving of me,  or my love and devotion.  I wish I knew what is wrong.  What do I need to know that everyone else seems to see.  All in all.  I am glad that I am going to rest now,  but I think that I am going crazy thanks to no one willing to explain things to me.

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