Another
This is another case of harsh realization. The love I yearned for has quite literally fallen in my lap. I feel liberated and happy.
Unfortunately, that happiness is tainted. Tainted by my misgivings. Tainted by something that will always be there. This monster has taken more from me, and continues to take more and more.
My energy. My genuine smile. My sanity. Hell, even my body.
It is uncaring and completely chaotic. Some days it feels like giving me a false impression of moving normally. Only pounce when I move. I swear, that at times, I can hear a maniacal laughter. Whenever I envision this monster. I think of a typical, moustached super villain. Bowler cap and all.
I guess I need to be more of a superhero to defeat him.
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