Thursday, August 13, 2020

Probing my shadow self part 4

I'm quick to believe that something is directly targeted at me.  Regardless of what I am told. 

As Time passes,  everything that I know has seemed to be a direct affront to me. Friends, what are they? For nearly a decade,  I watched as things were done.  Things that were said.  People who said that I was a friend. Unfortunately this was a blatant fallacy. 
When I needed people to understand.  Needed people who were friends. Needed other's to help.  I was sadly discarded.  

No matter how much I wanted to try for anyone to assist.  I was reminded that I am on my own. Therefore,  I am very quick to feel slighted by the people who were supposed to be there. Is it any wonder that I felt as a detriment to overcome. Not a true human being that lives and breathes. 

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