Probing my shadow self part 5

I'm extremely stubborn.  Stubborn too a fault. When something seems to be amiss,  I stubbornly latch on.  I do everything I can  make sure it works how, I believe,  it is beneficial for everyone involved.  

I often find myself latching onto air.  Because my mind tells me to grasp onto something that I feel is wrong.  Yet truly,  it's not exactly there. 

I push myself to be better.  To be the best version of myself. All of this,  Without even caring about my well being. A lot of it is because I see a world that is suffering.  That has no thoughts that generally affect the whole.  It is often about the individual. 

I truly wonder if I am in the wrong. Have an icee and chill out yerger.