There are days

When I get so angry and sad that I feel that I should implode. More and more,  I'm shown how much I should be silently complacent. It always seems the more I struggle.  The happier others are.  I truly believe that it is my job to simply be a silent and complacent person in order to help everyone be happy.  

After all,  who knows anything else about my life and actions? Some have seen a small amount of my struggle,  but never the whole thing.