Realization

I have begun to realize that I over accentuate the way my emotions show themselves.  I have begun to realize just how Little I truly think of myself.  The more that I watch and listen to my every day life.  I have to truly accept the unacceptable.  Adapt,  overcome and grow. 

These words are etched into my every day thoughts.  My every day life. 

I have also realized just how lost I have truly become.  How overtly despondent I have become.  Even though it is not shown on a surface level. 

Does that make me lonelier than I usually am? I believe so.