The worst facsimile

When I watch the world around me. I see the people move throughout their standard actions. 

They jog.   They jump.  They browse stores.  They go wherever and whenever they like. 

I'm happy for them.  Yet I quickly realized something.  For all of the things I do 

 No matter how much I try.  My life is never ever going to be traditional. 

I fall whenever I walk 

 I have no physical core strength. 

I have no balance. 

A veritable list of a million things that confront me. 

Due to that. I realize that my life is a cruel facsimile of living.