After its all said and done

I can honestly say I only have a few wants. I
Want my daughter to grow up in a happy home, and turn into the beautiful young woman that I know she will. I want to be able to truly smile again, not the fake, scripted smile that I've practiced, and used for so long. I want to be happy with myself again, as I have grown to hate my body and mind as time has worn me down. Most of all, I want to feel complete again, and not like I am half of who and what I should be. I don't think these are terrible things to want, but I'm not sure I will ever be able to complete all of these goals, but I will never stop trying.