My heart is ripped in two. I remember all of our history, and tribulations, like it was yesterday. I see you in our daughter, and it hurts so much. I have cried so much over the past few weeks, a river could flow perpetually. My soul is screaming, pleading for some respite. It never comes, and un abated sorrow flows freely. How can I ever put my heart anywhere else, as it has truly been demolished. Although the saying, time heals all wounds, is generally true. My wounds never scarred, and still run red with the blood of our pain. So much history, so many shared experiences thrown away. I wish I was able to change this sadness into rage, but I do not have it in me to do that. I am absolutely demolished right now. And I only hope it will pass.
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