I am angrily looking at the situation, and completely over stimulated. I tried so hard, for so long. In hindsight, why did i? A skewed sense of right, values, and honor? Perhaps, but truthfully, I'm not sure that was all. I think, perhaps, I became addicted to the complacency. I was happy with the mediocrity of the relationship, if I can call it that. It was a one sided relationship, I tried to make things work, but it was never good enough. I bowed to demands, just to keep the peace. Why in the hell did I not realize it before, thats a good question. I'm not sad anymore, just downright angry. Pissed off that the whims of one, out weighs the sanctity of marriage. Bullshit....
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