Friday, January 4, 2013

Self assessment

I have been posting these on a daily basis, in order to find some solace. Some peace of mind.

I care entirely too much. I do things that seem strange, and almost crazy to most. When I am confronted with a situation, that I do not understand, I shut down. I struggle from a lack of inner peace, and in the same breath I do not feel as though I'm worthy of inner peace, even if I found it. And here I stand, struggling to move  in a way that is beneficial to everyone, while trying to focus on myself. The two seem currently unattainable, and gut wrenchingly painful. I miss many people, but struggle even more with attempting to understand an unforgiving variable.

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