Thinking back, I'm angry at myself. I should have seen the state of affairs as it was, and not deluded myself into thinking I was more in your eyes. Truth of the matter is, I'm not a tool you can throw away when you're done with me. I'm a human being, with feelings, wants, and needs. I feel used, thats a given; but I also feel angry that I was ,in fact, thrown away when my usefulness was complete. That hurts more than anything else, and frankly I'm not surprised.
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