There are times in life when a person is unable to do anything to make a difference. Unable to go anywhere but spin tires in the mud. Often Times, being stuck is a choice, not a happenstance.
Truthfully, I have been in the rut before.
For a decade of squandered time.
Honestly, it seems that I may have fallen into a rut again. The hope that love was true Again, tainted.
What is so difficult , is how I was blind sided.
Perhaps, 2016 glen had it right. Perhaps I don't really deserve anyone who loves me unconditionally. Perhaps I will never find anyone willing to fight for me.
Perhaps, I was plain stupid for simply being me, as 40 years of being me lead to a twisting path of pain.
I really don't know.
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