I've been through hell , that's all I know.

    This world has never been kind to me.  Truly I have been through hell numerous times.  All I know, is a pain that has followed me every day.

   

I put myself in many different situations.  All trying to find a way to avoid it.  Whenever I believe that I am doing something right.  I am reminded that I am not.  

I have gotten through so much internal pain.  It's easily a  remiinder that I deserve to be ripped apart. That I deserve to feel pain,  because I should have known better. 

Kharma means action.  And my actions have lead me exactly where I belong.  My actions caused this. My actions lead me exactly where I am.