wish

I wish I didn't struggle every second of every day.

  I wish that my ailment didn't define me.  

I wish that my body was not a huge battlefield. 

I wish that my knee jerk response was not a fight or flight response.

 I wish I could be better than I am.

 I wish I could turn off my emotions. 

 I wish that I had more to offer anyone,  more than just me. 

And above all else.  I wish that everything was better for everyone.  Even if it is not because of anything that I did.