Saturday, May 30, 2020

sad realizations

This week started off wonderful.  Adventures.  Exploration. A bit of travel. But in the end,  a great time. 

Yet, when it was all said and done. I showed my entire hand. Pulled out all of the stops
For some strange reason,  I feel more anxious than I ever have. Maybe it's because I showed my whole hand,  before the ante was played. 
I don't know exactly what is churning in my thought locker. I don't know if it is true or not; however,  I know what I feel.  

And unfortunately I feel anxious. Unshielded.  Unarmored.

I guess I will meditate and try to find some clarity in spite of everything that is happening. 

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